lazy ass.

I never know what to write about. I just randomly type what comes to mind. And tonight, I have a lot of thoughts racing all over my swollen brain.

A lot has happened in my life and I am very thankful for it all. This statement sums it all:I have no complaints.

My life is going pretty well; I am able to pay off my students loans. Great accomplishment, huh?

But I realized one thing about myself, I am very lazy.

I could be one of the greatest people in the whole wide world, but I am just so damn lazy. Is it in my blood? Or is it just a one-man's disease?

I think one of the reasons why I am so damn lazy is because I am living in fear. I need to stop that. God has blessed me with so much talent. And I need to use it.

I need to stop putting it to waste. Just like you all.

You know, sometimes I feel like we are ALL lazy. Not using our God-given talents. Damn shame.
Imagine if God was too lazy to express His divine, Holy, graceful love and mercy unto us.

Worse: What if God was too lazy to bless us?

ha. if only we knew.

But we can only be lazy because we don't know the truth.
...if only we knew.